We both  heard the diagnosis at the same time.  Dorrie and I were seeing yet  another Doctor in our quest for what we'd hoped was a simple answer to  some annoying symptoms.  This time it was a Neurologist.  "I think you  have Parkinson's Disease."
My reaction... "Cool, this sounds like a fun challenge..." (to myself, of course) 
Dorrie's  reaction?  She became immediately ill... struggling to stay conscious  as waves of nausea poured over her.  "Maybe," I thought, "I won't tell  her about the 'fun challenge' part right now..."
A STEP BACK IN TIME 
I  was a very good athlete.  Basketball was the game, and I was strong,  agile, and competitive to the core.  In High School, I lead the entire  league in scoring.  And with this accomplishment in hand, I was able to  negotiate two athletic scholarships, almost completely covering my  college tuition.  And, to top it all off, I was voted "Campus Clown" in  my second year... people liked me... 
To be continued... (for now, off to bed!) 
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It is difficult for me to write about my struggle with  Parkinson's Disease.   It currently is a terminal neurological disease  with no known cure.   It has robbed me of much of my day to day  strength... and I can see  that I'm losing ground fast.  However, in  many ways "Parks" (as  nicknamed by Dorrie) has turned out to be a great  friend and teacher.   Sitting in his class and listening to his lectures  year after year has  matured me as I've come to  better know myself  through suffering.  
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